day 5 what doesnt kill me will make me stronger?

So- I started today about 2am - I became very sick.  Being that I can't get up or hurry to toilet- I ended up throwing up in a garbage bag in my recliner.Not ideal.I think it was the craving for cereal I had at midnight.Needless to say- the pressure that put on my foot was not welcomed.I spent the rest of the night afraid to take any meds. I chose to go no more meds. That was not smart.  It was late afternoon before the Doc perscribed zofran. The pain again today was just too much. But I need to suck it up- I can't go back and change that I had the surgery.